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Sunday, January 5th, 2003
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11:36 am
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I THINK IT TAKES ME LIKE 6 MONTHS TO UPDATE MY JOURNAL... CUZ I ONLY UPDATE IN LIKE JANUARY AND JUNE... LOL. I MOVED AGAIN... TO SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA (MURRIETA). I DONT REALLY LIKE IT HERE CUZ ITS SO GHETTO AND I DONT REALLY NO ANYONE... EXCEPT FOR 1 PERSON... BUT THATS ALL I NEED CUZ I LOVE RYAN MCANINCH SO MUCH!!!!!! IM SO GLAD THAT I MOVED HERE CUZZA HIM (EVEN THOUGH ITS GHETTO)!!! HES THE NICEST AND SWEETEST AND FUNNIEST AND CUTEST AND HOTTEST AND BEST GUY EVER!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! IM SAD RITE NOW THO CUZ HES IN MAMMOTH (SNOWBOARDIN) TIL THE 10... AND HE LEFT THIS MORNIN... AND I ALREADY MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!! I STILL HAFTA GO ANOTHER 5 DAYS WITHOUT HIM TOO... ::TEAR:: IN APRIL, ITS GONNA B SO FUN THO. CUZ RYANS B-DAY IS ON APRIL 1 (APRIL FOOLS... LOL) AND SANDY IS COMIN OVER FOR SPRING BREAK (I THINK LIKE THE 4-11). SHES REALLY EXCITED ABOUT COMIN TO CALI (HER FIRST TIME) AND FINALLY MEETIN RYAN. SHE WANTS TO MEET U TOO SAM. THATD B KOOL IF WE WENT UP THERE FOR A DAY OR TWO AND SHE MET U TOO OR SOMETHIN. OKAY, WELL, IM GONNA GO, BYE
current mood: sad
current music: Birthday Bitches by ICP
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| Wednesday, June 26th, 2002
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10:24 pm
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wow... its ben a long time... well... me n eddie broke up a week ago. uhh... i like sum1 else already. it was actually kinda funny n ironic what happened. i stayed the nite at a friends house (brittany)and her 3 bros and sis who live in michigan came to visit. this was sunday. i stayed till monday and brittany stayed at my house till wednesday. wednesday nite (it was bout 7:30) i was talkin to her bro, justin (hes my age)and he asked if i were single cuz my profile sed i was. i was like no (i was still goin out with eddie at the time). then justin sed he liked me. couple mins later he sed hed brb. he didnt come back 4 like 15 mins so i got offline and sed id b on at 8. at 8 it was dinner time so i didnt get on n ate dinner. i was gonna get back on, but eddie called. thats when we broke up. later i tried gettin on, but justin wasnt on.... tear... lol. i really dont no what happened in the last week... but every1 know s that i like justin (every1 in his and brittanys house hold... lol). its just i dont wanna go out with him cuz he lives in michigan and he leaves in like a month. plus... im movin back out to cali. yep yep!! im movin back out there.... but its to southern cali, so its not by oakdale. its like rite by my gma. since my grndpa is dyin, its good that we get to b with him, so thats kool... well, not that hes dyin... u no what i mean. well, im gonna go now. i no thats not nearly everythin that happened in the last like 6 months... but itll hafta do.... lol.... buh byez
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| Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
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6:32 pm
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not much has ben goin on lately. 2day, sandy cut her hair and got braces (i feel sorry bout the braces part). i miss Eddie so much!! i do not like how i live over here and he lives over there!!! it sux!! a lot!! well, i gonna go now cuz i gotta go do homework, buh byez
current mood: aggravated
current music: lincoln park
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| Friday, January 11th, 2002
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10:19 pm
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hey everybody, whats up?? its ben a very long time since i wrote.... well, i went 2 california 4 x-msa and new year's. new year's kind asucked, but the rest was fun. on new year's, some of my friends threw me a party and they really changed. they used 2 b anti-drug (like me) and when i got there, they r total potheads. the whole time they were tryin 2 get me high. i was drunk and they were all smokin in this 1 room so i went in2 the closet. they started smokin in2 the closet and i think i got a contact high. the good thing is im goin out w/Eddie!!!! another bad thing is i dont get 2 c him again till summer.... ::tear:: i would get 2 c him spring break, but i would only b in california 4 maybe little more than 3 days.... and i dont think my parents would pay 4 me 2 just go 4 3 days. luckily, i do get 2 talk 2 him.... but only sumtimes. we talked earlier 2day....and also wednesday. ya no what?? i think every1's just tryin 2 get me 2 do drugs!!! sum1 on my bus told me that stephanie and dezzie have gotten a lot of their friends 2 start doin drugs.... and guess who the next is probly gonna b?? yes, me!! theyre gonna try, but its not gonna work. i dont even no stephanie that much.... and dezzie even less than stephanie. we (me and stephanie) just talk a little like at lockers (her locker's 2 or 3 down from mine) and when we pass in the hall. how come every1 wants me 2 do drugs?? well, im leavin now cuz ive sed pretty much everythin.... i think. buh byez
current mood: bored
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| Friday, December 14th, 2001
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8:21 pm
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when was the last time i wrote?? i think i was gonna write a couple days ago but didnt cuz i wrote it all out and then it kicked me off when i was pressin the update button. ya no what?? like every time i write, i start it off with "when was the last time i wrote??" or somethin like that....thats pretty funny!!! lol hehehe hahaha dedadadeda.... well, very much great fun. sandy moved out of the aptments so im really lonely. i dont have eric either (me and sandy were usually outside with him) cuz he did somethin really stupid and now he got expelled from skool and he is in a lot of trouble with his parents.... he cant even go outside or nethin nemore. he didnt like get caught with drugs or nethin like that.... andrew (his friend) and him brought a gun 2 skool and put it in andrews locker. it wasnt loaded or nethin, but still it was pretty stupid!!! andrews in worse trouble cuz it was in his locker. i dunno if erics expelled or just suspended for a long time.... but i think expelled. we also hung out with daniel.... but daniel doesnt really go outside now either cuz eric cant. (well, i think he might 2 go smoke weed, but thats all.... lol) ya no what?? a lot more peeple smoke here than in cali. in cali, there were a lot of peeple who u new smoked, but here there r so many peeple who u dont think smoke, but do.... a lot.... lol. well, not much else has happened lately. i want 2 go 2 the movies!!! i had no 1 2 go with 2nite.... but hopefully 2morrow i will. well, buh byez
o wait.... i membered somthin when i was doin th bottom partof this.... last nite (thursdy) i got sooo mad!!! my cd player broke!!! the eye stopped movin!!! now i gotta get a new 1.... also my parents r in cali rite now 4 a funeral.... keiz.... i think thats all.... buh byez
current mood: bored
current music: nuthin (makes me even more bored)
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| Thursday, November 22nd, 2001
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7:59 pm
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okay.... i am soooo pissed!!! i just had this long ass thing typed, then as i was pushin update or whatever and i get kicked off. well, im shortin it by a lot.... my sisters friend has a starin problem and was watchin my all day (she watched me sleep!!!) and i had a good day up till i got kicked off. me, mark, and kris were wrestlin after turkey diner. it was fun. so thats basically it, so buh byez
current mood: pissed off
current music: nuthin nemore..... mom just turned it off (not complainin)
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| Wednesday, November 21st, 2001
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4:17 pm
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i am very bored!!! nobody is on and i barely had ne mail!!! i am havin mauch great fun..... ive ben sayin that a lot lately..... its much great fun..... lol. well, newayz.... not that much had happened. ya.... not hat much (just checked what i wrote last). i wish i went 2 sandys gaame sunday. i usually have practice sundays and i never go, but last sunday, practice nly went till 2:45 and her game ends at like 4:30. david was there and i coulda hung out wit him. maybe she has a game this sunday cuz i dont have ne practice. she probly doesnt though cuz thanksgivin id not that long b4 sunday. monday.... dont think nethin happened. tuesday was a pretty good day after skool. jessie (davids girlfriend) had somethin after skool so he wasnt waitin wit her 4 her bus. instead me and sandy were wit him (ryan ws 2 4 bout 5 mins..... not even). i wore his hat and got 2 hugs from him. he put his hat on me the 1st time. he put it sideways and told me i needed 2 start actin like a rapper. i tried, but it didnt really work. then we hid his hat (in sandys hood) so he couldnt leave 4 little bit longer. when he was gonna go i was like i dont get a good bye hug.... so he gave me 1..... then he didnt leave so when he really did leave i got another hug. if he wasnt goin out wit jesie i woulda asked 4 a kiss.... but he is and i respect that. well, thats bout it, so buh byez
current mood: bored
current music: nuthin..... i can hear them talkin 2 me..... AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
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| Saturday, November 17th, 2001
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9:19 pm
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holy fucknuts!!! its ben 4ever and a day since i wrote last!!! so... i guess a lotz happened.... ummmm.... well.... okay, i cant remember nethin. december 7th is the 8th grade dance at my skool.... its like the only 1 the whole year. friday nite made me mad.... i had a v-ball game (girls team lost by barely and the guys.... actually co-ed.... won) and after i was gonna go 2 the mnovies with mandy... but she had 2 baby sit.... so me and my mom were gonna go 2 crab shack 2 eat. i was like, well, let me c if sandy wanted 2 go 2 the movies. i called and went over to her house.... she wasnt there, so im like okay mom, lets go eat. shes just like no, i dont wanna go now cuz i dont take 2nds. it made me mad. i didnt do nethin all that day. i was so lonely.... lol. and l8r on... i was talkin 2 ryan and he was like "ya, i just got back from the movies.... tons of peeple were there" it made me mad.... and i didnt even get crab ::tear:: lol. what else has happened.... monday and tuesday sandy was sick.... she got me sick and i went home tuesday.... my general music class was sooooo borin cuz sandys the only person in that class that i like so that sucked. david isnt on v-ball nemore.... that really sux!!! he didnt want 2 go get a physical cuz he doesnt want "the cold hand" from the doctors.... lol. now i only c him b4 skool, after my bus gets there.... and in the hall b4 or after 8th period... cuz that the only time hes down my hall.... it really sux.... and thats only sometimes 2. o, and also (only once) b4 4th period. well, newayz.... what else?? omg!!! its so sad!!! tons of guys r cuttin their hair!!! its so sad!!! well, only 2, but its still sad. 1st.... justin's hair was like.... past his nose (we put it in ponytails once) and now its only like.... inch.... maybe 2 and 2nd.... ryan's parents made him get his cut (just little though) so he would look nice durin court (he had 2 go), but it loox so silly.... cuz now its all straightly cut and funny lookin. he had the prettiest hair 2!!! theyre both so sad!!! ::tear:: lol well, think thats all.... your all probly sick of readin.... lol, so buh byez
current mood: sad
current music: nothin... but only sad at the hair... lol
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| Sunday, October 7th, 2001
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6:05 pm
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when was the last time i wrote?? its ben a while...... (good song) sorry, i havent ben on in a while and when i have, i 4got..... sorry. well, last nite isaw harball.... i cried twice...... it was good movie though. last week i saw zoolander, that was very funny!! yesterday i went shoppin and got this 1 shirt that remids my of f.a. its camo and it ses "ha!!!! now u cant c me!!!!" its very funny!!!! well,im gonna go now cuz i gotta go eat dinner, so buh byez
current mood: hungry
current music: nuthin... its quite borin
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| Saturday, September 22nd, 2001
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3:14 pm
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okeiz, im pretty pissed rite now..... well, not as much nemore, but hwen i was gonna rite this i was..... i just got kicked off and couldnt get back on till 2 days l8r..... but newayz..... thursday me and ryan broke up..... usually sum1 would b sad..... but how he broke up with me makes me mad. when he broke up with me he sed that his friends sed i was gonna break up with him and i sed no, but hes like well, maybe we should break up..... he never told me y or nethin..... i still dont no..... ya no what else (2 things..... but the first 1s not that bad) it was 3 days b4 r 1 month anniversary..... and every1 new he was gonna dump me b4 me..... that pisses me off soooooo much!!!!! it makes me very mad..... and i stil gotta b in his group durin pe..... and hes like kinda in a way ignorin me. i no his friends didnt make the shit bout me breakin up with him either cuz like most of his better friends came up 2 me (cuz they all liked the nail ring) and was askin all these ??s. i am very confused rite now..... but more pissed. well, gotta goes, buh byez
current mood: pissed off
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| Sunday, September 9th, 2001
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7:49 pm
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ITS BEN A LITTLE BIT B4 I WROTE LAST...... YA THAT MAKES SENSE..... WELL, NEWAYZ..... LAST NITE I SAW AMERICAN PIE 2..... IT WAS LIKE THE FUNNIEST MOVIE EVER...... I HAD KRAMPS I WA LAUGHIN SO HARD DURIN THIS 1 PART. YA NO WHAT?? I HAVENT GOTTEN A LETTER FROM NE1 IN LIKE 4EVER AND A DAY....... I DONT FEEL SPECIAL NEMORE...... ::TEAR:: (LOL). I FEEL REALLY SPECIAL WHEN I GET MAIL...... IT MAKES ME FEEL IMPORTANT....... LOL...... OKEIZ, I GONNA STOP NOW!!!!!!! SATURDAY I HAD DANCE TRY OUTS AND I MADE THEN SENIO SQUAD...... THE 1ST PRACTICE WAS 2DAY....... I TOOK A BATH 2DAY SO I HOPEFULLY WONT BE SORE 2MORROW. WELL, I NEED 2 GET OFF LINE CUZ SOME1S GONNA CALL IN LIKE 1 MINUTE, SO BUH BYEZ
current mood: thirsty
current music: EVE 6-HERES 2 THE NITE
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| Sunday, September 2nd, 2001
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7:08 pm
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hello all, i didnt realy do much 2day except watch tv and go online. i called mandy but she wasnt home (and no 1 really nos who im talkin bout, but o well). me and Ryan talked 4 a little bit then 1 of us alwayz had 2 go and we wouldntge ahold of eachother after or somethin like that..... ya. well, gonna go cuz nuthin rally happened 2day so can tell u bout nethin, so buh byez
current mood: bored
current music: eve 6-heres 2 the nite
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| Saturday, September 1st, 2001
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11:04 pm
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omg!!!! Ryan is such a sweetie!!!!!! he got me my goin away songs cd (heres 2 the nite by eve6)...... ive ben listenin 2 it on repeat since i got home...... i actually almost started 2 cry...... but it woulda ben 4 a good way.... ya sure..... if ne of that made sense (which it probly didnt). well, im gonna go now.... just cuz, so buh byez
current mood: happy
current music: heres 2 the nite by eve 6 (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
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| Wednesday, August 29th, 2001
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2:39 pm
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guess what?? im proud of myself cuz i told my mom i was goin out with Ryan.... she thinks hes the first. when i told her ya no what she sed?? i new it.... isnt that kinda funny?? i guess so. hey guess what else i did?? well actually Ryan did.... he peirced my thumb nail... its prett kool. y no whats really sad?? Ryan went home sick 2day....:*****( as soon as i got home i called him.... he was sleepin. i hope he gets better soon!!! does ne1 no if volleyballs co-ed?? cuz i was doin volleyball this yer cu mandys dad was makin her so i sed i would do it with her.... and then r pe teacher wanted Ryan 2 do it 2..... so i dunno if it is co-ed or not..... i dont think it is though. well, gotta-fly-cutie-piez, bye-byez
current mood: sad
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| Monday, August 27th, 2001
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1:54 pm - Georgia..... i guess
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OWO!!!!!! its ben more than a month since i wrote last!!!!!! well, i already moved..... :******(. its soo sad, i miss every1 sooooo much but i do like it here and mets alotz of peeps. im very happy cuz i have a boyfriend and my parents actually no him.... and they like him 2!!!!!! they just dont no were goin out..... but im gonna tell my mom b4 friday cuz its kinda scary cuz my mom and Ryans mom (thats my bofriend if u didnt no) have like already planned 4 us 2 go 2 the movies then and them go eat while were in the movies.... and since Ryan told his mom that we were goin out (they think im the 1st) Ryans mom is probly gonna tell my mom so i dont want my mom 2 find out by his mom and like get all mad at me 4 not tellin her so..... ya. im still sooooooo shocked though cuz my dad actually likes Ryan.... thats just sooooo amazin, but there is a first time 4 everythin rite?? ill probly tell my mom like wednesday or somethin..... maybe thursday but probly not..... and i DOUBT 2day and probly not 2morrow. well, newayz....... howz every1 doin?? hope good. sam, soooooo glad nathans back..... he just has 2 wait till i move..... lol i c how it is..... lol some1 needs 2 get on and fast, but then again..... in Cali its only 1:45...... so some1 here needs 2 get on....... ya no what i hate bout these skools!?!?!?!?!? lunch and the dances.... theres only 2 dances the whole year and lunch is only half an hour and u have 2 stay at your tables and talk 2 peeps..... but ive gotten used 2 it and even though Ryans not supposed 2 b at my table he comes over and eats with me and ever1 till we gotta go. i dont no if the skools off or on campus.... i think it mite only b off 4 the jrs and seniors..... that would suck, but also they can drive.... so thatd kinda make sense. napster is bein stupid and not workin so we deleted it and tryin 2 get winmix..... well, we actually got it.... we just dont got nehtin on it, so i cant exactly listen 2 nethin on the comp rite now..... so that sux.... and i just now remembered that i have a cd player on this comp.... cuz 4 a while it didnt have napster or the cd player. well, ive probly like already a whole page or somehtin so im gonna go, buh byez
luv all ya lotz,
Jolie (and all that other good stuff)
current mood: shocked
current music: Slipknot-Sic
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| Sunday, July 22nd, 2001
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1:02 pm
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i gotta go in not that long cuz peeple r comin 2 look at the house so me,staci, and brandi r gonna go 2 the park 4 like probly almost an hour or somthin. well, im hungry and i dont have that much more time online so im gonna go now, buh byes.
current mood: wired on coffee from last nite
current music: shes a hoe by6 ludacrist
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12:51 am
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did i ever write after i did..... if not sorry. i havent really ben up 2 much lately, just gettin ready 4 the move. 2morrow (well, actually 2day) peeples r throwin me a "surprise" goin away party. the only bad thing is theyre gonna come here bout 9..... am 2 wake me up. theyre gonna do that shang hai (or however u spell it) thing and dress me up in wierd ass stuff, then theyre gonna take me somewhere..... its gonna be pretty fun!! brandys stayin the nite 2nite. well, i dont no what else 2 say, so buh byes
current mood: thirsty
current music: shes a hoe by ludacrist
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| Friday, July 20th, 2001
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9:06 pm
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o wow!! i havent writin in 4ever and a day!! i cant say much cuz i need 2 go pretty soon, so incase u didnt no, im movin 2 georgia in like 2-3 weeks. my daddy left last sunday and my brothers leavin in like 2 or 3 days or somethin. well, i need 2 go...... ill write a little bit l8r probly, kkz?? buh byes
current mood: bored
current music: purple pills by d12
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| Thursday, June 28th, 2001
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11:47 pm
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i really didnt do much 2day.... markie came over and when we were playin pool b.f. and jessica came over and wanted 2 no if i wanted 2 go rent a video game wit them but since markie was over i didnt go wit em. markies stayin the nite so shes here rite now. when we were swimmin some of marks friends came over and we kind ahad a war like thin goin on. we were throwin basketballs and footballs at each other. well, i got nuthin else 2 say, so bye byes
current mood: eh
current music: rollon by limp biskit
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| Tuesday, June 26th, 2001
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10:21 pm
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when i got up i started playin ff8 again and i had 2 go back 2 the 3rd disk since i couldnt really go on with how i was on the 4th disk. that kinda sucked cuz i was really close 2 beatin the game.... all i needed 2 do was beat 9 more monsters (and half of them woulda ben pretty easy) and then the final boos. l8r i went 2 b.f.s house. we were playin a video game she rented and then jessica came over. we kept playin the video game until b.f.s gma came home so we had 2 go 2 b.f.s room. we watched 28 days (it was jessicas first time). b.f.s aunt launa (i think thats how u spell it) came 2 b.f.s house cuz launa was takin b.f. and jessica 2 the ozzfest 2morrow. we went with launa 2 kmart 2 get a couple movies, look 4 a bag 4 launa, and launa got a white tank top cuz ace (launas black dog) got his hair all over launas other white tank tops. jessica and b.f. walked me home and i havent really ben doin nethin since except watch tv 4 a little bit and then came online. o..... by the way, i can listen 2 music on napster now, so thats good. well, since i got nuthin else 2 say, im gonna go now, bye bye.
current mood: kinda sad cuzza my "bad thing"
current music: purple pills by d12
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