hey everybody, whats up?? its ben a very long time since i wrote.... well, i went 2 california 4 x-msa and new year's. new year's kind asucked, but the rest was fun. on new year's, some of my friends threw me a party and they really changed. they used 2 b anti-drug (like me) and when i got there, they r total potheads. the whole time they were tryin 2 get me high. i was drunk and they were all smokin in this 1 room so i went in2 the closet. they started smokin in2 the closet and i think i got a contact high. the good thing is im goin out w/Eddie!!!! another bad thing is i dont get 2 c him again till summer.... ::tear:: i would get 2 c him spring break, but i would only b in california 4 maybe little more than 3 days.... and i dont think my parents would pay 4 me 2 just go 4 3 days. luckily, i do get 2 talk 2 him.... but only sumtimes. we talked earlier 2day....and also wednesday. ya no what?? i think every1's just tryin 2 get me 2 do drugs!!! sum1 on my bus told me that stephanie and dezzie have gotten a lot of their friends 2 start doin drugs.... and guess who the next is probly gonna b?? yes, me!! theyre gonna try, but its not gonna work. i dont even no stephanie that much.... and dezzie even less than stephanie. we (me and stephanie) just talk a little like at lockers (her locker's 2 or 3 down from mine) and when we pass in the hall. how come every1 wants me 2 do drugs?? well, im leavin now cuz ive sed pretty much everythin.... i think. buh byez